I think I just suck at communicating. As much as I try my best to let other understand how I feel, or what I’m thinking…I think I’ve always been trying to figure out away to communicate. Language…I can speak three languages, Korean, English, and Japanese… not enough for me to fully express myself through communicating in the form of words. It’s really hard for me even understand myself I guess. But what I’ve been really tying to do is shout out to the world that I exist, that I’m here. Although I may be like the small dust of sand on the beach, so small and maybe seem meaningless, I know that there’s some potential inside of me…waiting to grow, waiting to break out to freedom. I want to let my mind free, so I can freely express myself…my emotions, thoughts, dreams…
That’s probably why I’ve become an artist. Since I suck at talking, communicating through words, (although I tend to use alot of words) I want to let myself out through art. Trying to communicate things that are not easily communicated. Sometimes I will get stuck in expressing myself through art or images, then I play the music. I always listen to music, but making music and playing music is different…I am exporting my feelings and emotions through the rhythm, the beat, the melody, the song lyrics…communicating through the form of music. It’s probably why I’m so addicted to TweetDeck now, and Facebook, socializing in online games…I guess its easier for me to communicate through the aid of computer technology and internet. No, Internet isn’t my friend, but it helps me to be connected with others…but at times it can also distance. Its hard to find the balance in life, how to express yourself. But we can’t stop though… gotta let the words speak! let the images talk the thousand words. Let music make us dance and sing the way we want to. Lets express ourselves freely!
-Yohan
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